I knew that trying a firewall on the community would be a bad idea.

Current Mood: aggravated

I guess I haven't been talking all that much lately, so...

10 Questions ★ in Character Meme

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EVA.

http://community.livejournal.com/dramadramaduck/1707200.html?view=108220096#t108220096

How did we miss this?!?

Oh god, I wonder if I could actually go there for research.

Current Mood: excited

Stupid web version was being a bitch, so I'm afraid Orlando's comment list is pretty simple. Sometimes is sucks to be on a mac.

1. mollyforeva -82
2. glowy_brows -71
3. scanningthief -59
4. maraihi -46
5. alize_in_melody -29
6. shutterbug_13 -28
7. dragon_scholar -22
8. kicktothebeat -21
9. unity_of_will -19
10. sos_commander -17

This is actually quite surprising to me. I bet Haruhi's on here mostly for OoC comments.

Dang, I miss some of these people.

Ninjaing off for a nap, now. >.>

Current Mood: groggy

I hate it when they come back and don't remember.

I almost want to resent them. But that'd be wrong. And it's hard to do when they're so alike anyway.

Sometimes this place is terrible.

Current Mood: depressed

Because the recent spate of them has reminded me that I've been meaning to get a number of mine their own AIM sns.

These are on the profiles of all involved as well, of course.

virtual demigod - ping this and you get Orlando

moremenialtasks - ping this and you get Kyon

ttly reformed - ping this and you get Bourne

records of pain - ping this if you want Tanyuu

machine purist - ping this one for Batou...I mean, Buttetsu

Whether I actually get sns for any of the others remains to be seen. And I'll warn you up front, they're not likely to be on unless I feel like bringing them into ic chat. >.> I'm not all that good with IMing.

Current Mood: blah

You know, I've never tried a latte. Maybe I actually should do that.

Current Mood: curious

Relationship meme~! My favorite. If you have interacted with:

Orlando (this journal, duh)
Wilson (dr_cancer)
Kyon (menial_tasks)
Fakir (inky_sword)
Bourne (re_formed)
Door (openaway)
Tanyuu (records_of_pain)
Lyra (a_silvertongue)
Robert (wokeup_fromlove)
Batou (machine_purist)

Comment here with who you are and find out what they think of you!

Current Mood: busy

( Character type quiz )

Current Mood: discontent

A YELLOW Dragon Lies Beneath!

Current Mood: bored

I was poking around and I realized that I've been on here for over a year now.

It's been pretty incredible.


...Thanks, guys.

Current Mood: grateful

I swear I meant to do this ages ago, when the movie came out. But Kratos-mun kindly reminded me. So, here are all the daemon results for my characters. (This way I'll be able to keep track of them)

Orlando- Desra, a lion.

Wilson- Anidyn, an ocelot. (This really surprised me, as of all my characters I expected Orlando, or maybe Sunshine, to get the same species as me. Not Wilson. O_o)

Kyon- Hermestra, a mouse.

Fakir- Euthalios, an osprey.

Sunshine- Aerodon, a crow. (haha)

David- Melania, a tiger.

Door- Thaleron, another crow.

Tanyuu- Philon, a fox.

Lyra- Pantalimon, a pine marten, as we all know. ^_~

Robert- Clymonistra, a gibbon.

You can find the quiz over here.

Current Mood: busy

I am so so weak. >.< But I'm still only doing this for my characters that are actually of age. Which does not actually include Orlando, seeming and forged age aside.

( Avert your eyes kiddies. Sex stuff. )

Current Mood: blah

You know...this is the first time I've really celebrated Valentine's Day. My family never did anything.

...I like it.

Current Mood: happy

In celebration of Valentine's Day, I highly encourage you to click this link.

That picture makes me way too happy...

Current Mood: busy

This was supposed to be a nice weekend. I did not want it crashed by the ghosts of people who are very deservedly dead.

Will that locking general just shut up?

((Strike hackable. Orlando's being especially pestered by the ghost of General Yacoubian, but Jongluer is also bothering him on top of Sam.))

Current Mood: pissed off

Yanked from Kvasir and River.
I'm including a canon thing or two that are likely never to be discussed in game.

( Do you want to know? )

Current Mood: listless

Kvasir didn't deserve it. I'm sorry he's gone.

But I have to wonder. Why don't people react this strongly when, say, B.B. kills ten people? No "righteous judgement" was forced on him by any gods. Now, it strikes me that if we're going to really punish killers, we should do it to all of them. Because killing anyone is a very, very bad thing.

((Sorry, this is a post and run. Will get to tags later. Stupid school. >.>))

Current Mood: angry

[Hacking window is now closed. Sorry all.]

I'm me. Copy or not, I'm Orlando Gardiner. I have thoughts, so those are real. I have feelings, so those are real. I think, therefore I am. I've kept my soul. Haven't I? I definitely have a real locking body, since I just used it break a cabinet.

I exist, as me. There are people that love me, and I love them. And I can do a Hell of a lot for them. That's what matters.


Ohgod, he had to call me Gardiner, didn't he?

Current Mood: worried

[This is one of those cases you where you'd have to hack hard to be able to tell this entry exists. No way you're getting in.]

I don't know if I'm good enough.

I don't know if I can really love at all. AIs like Beezle can't. Do I just "love" because it's a pattern of thought passed down from the real me? Sure, I've come to care for people that I never knew before I died, but that could just be that I know that's how I'm supposed to react to certain kinds of people in certain situations.

I think...I know that I at least started falling for Sam before... So that's at least a little real? Or does it count at all coming from a copy?

She cares for me because of the real me. Should she be tied to a digital ghost, even if it is one that can touch her?

But then...what are emotions at all, in the first place? Are they just though patterns after all?

If you know enough to want happiness, don't you deserve the right to pursue it?

...I wish there was some way I could not know I'm a copy. Then I could really focus on being the best me possible, without worrying about whether anything I do is "true."


God, Sam would six me if she knew I still worry about this fen.

I should probably "sleep" more. It's easier to have these thoughts at night.


...I miss Demyx.

Current Mood: melancholy